my love life

2009-03-23T12:19:00.002+08:00

i lost my beloved grandma...
i feel so lost without her in life animore..
i love her so much and now she's gone
its so sudden that she left us
i will love her forever...

MAK I LOVE U SO MUCH......

Sukashi Bte Sois
17 Nov 1942 to 20 March 2009

2009-03-15T14:48:00.001+08:00

nw in hospital
grandma in ICU
very sad
seeing her in this condition will make me cry everyday

2008-12-30T15:13:00.002+08:00

this is taken during desmond gay's birthday party

2008-12-30T10:58:00.003+08:00

wen out wif hanis ytd
celebrated my bdae wif her

aft 7 months we didnt mit
finally we met each other

met her at queenstown mrt stn
den we walked to MDIS
coz hanis need to do sumting for farrah
n we had a shock of our life
farrah told hanis dat the thing will cost 30 buck
bt wth from 30 to 300??? hahaha
we found out we fill up the wrong form
LOL!!!!

den we wen to queensway
we walked there
there's a lot dat we need to catch up
we wen to have our lunch at kfc @ achorpoint
wen window shopping

den we wen to queensway
at queensway we were looking for Arsenal ball
hanis all over the ball
bt we saw one the ball is ALWAYS put together wif.....
the MAN UTD ball
she hated it so much until we ended up buying noting
bt wen we walked ard queensway
i came across this shop
so me n hanis decided to do it
its not tattoo bt.....

we had our hair extension...
LOL!!!!!!
i had my hair purple on the left side of my hair
hanis had redish brown on her right & 2 long curly on the back
we were all over the hair.... hahahahahahahaha

this are the photos taken ytd

hanis having the tyme of her life

the old crazie us

the closet lesbian

2008-12-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!

2008-12-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

im down wif fever
bt dis tyme is worst
wanna noe y??

hmm...
i have fever which reach to 39.0
i broke my voice box
i cant talk
my throat is torn
my neck is swollen
terrible headaches
ALL IN ONE!!!
wads next?? haiz

i hope i can recover soon
will update wen i recover
so hope dat i get well soon ya
c ya

2008-11-28T13:12:00.001+08:00

Happy 1 Year 11 Months Anniversary Baby!!!!

Love u so much!!!!!!

*fazeeqa*

2008-11-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

I have not done this for quite some time.
So yeahhh.

1. Your someone needs you at 3am would you go?
- Of course!

2. When was the last time you wanted to scream?
- few days ago

3. What was the last thing you cried about?
- missing my baby alot

4. Who did you hang out with last?
- Abg yan

5.What are your plans for the weekend?
- no sure yet

6. How many hours did you sleep last night?
- i dun reali noe... i juz slp

7.Have you ever cried while in the shower?
- Yes.

8. Could you go a day without eating?
- yeah.

9. What music you listening right now?
- katherine mcphee - love story

.10. Is there someone you want to fight?
- i dun tink so

11. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
- YES!!!!

12. Do you believe in true love?
- of course!

13. When was the last time you were disappointed?
- can't remember

14. Do you miss your past?
- depends on which past

15. What are you doing tonight?
- Watch tv!

16. Do you think your ex still likes you?
- yes... no... maybe... i duno

17. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
- yes... no... maybe... i duno

18. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- spagetti alfredo

19. Do you believe ex's can be friends?
- yapz.

20. Which of your friends do you argue with the most?
- Anwar

21. Ever kissed someone that smoked?
- yesh

22. Ever liked two faced people?
- everyone is two faced somehow.

23. Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
- yapz

24. What are you excited about?
- i duno

25. Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
- Yeah

26. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
- No... im a cry baby

27. What’s your favorite season?
- I have no idea.

28. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call, but never do?
- No, coz i do dat too.. hehex

29. What's the connection between you and the last person you talked to?
- He's my baby

30. Do you check your phone every hour?
- yesh.. i do

31. Do you like texting?
- not reali

32. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
- depends.

33. Anything depressing within the last month?
- Ermh..not yet.

34. Is there anyone that means a lot to you?
- Of course. my baby

35. When is the last time you got really frustrated?
- yesterday.

36. Jeans or shorts?
- Both

37. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
- Yes definitely!

38. In the past week have you felt sad?
- yesh

39. Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep each night?
- Never

40. How was your summer holidays?
- Hmmmm...

41. What time did you wake up this morning?
- 10am

42. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
- Forward

43. Bad thing you said today?
- vagina in malay

44. Have you ever been hurt so bad,and thought,moving on would be fast for you cos of what happen?
- yesh.

45. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
- no... my life is great nw.

46. Are you in love with anyone right now?
- of course... deeply in love

2008-11-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

finally, my LGA1 is done
but dat stupid teacher ask my grp to redo
shit her!! ARGHHHH!!!
i dun care
i juz change my points and dats it

hmm... the weekend was fine
friday took my baby back from camp wif abg yan
den send him bak to change
den wen home
baby slp over
the next morning fetch an from his skool camp
den went bak wif syafiq
an fall asleep straight away
syafiq n me watch upin & ipin
baby went home to change
den wen the tye to go for soccer training
an cnt wake up so syafiq had to go wif alfian
me n baby then went to pasar malam at j.e

ytd was an soccer tournament at west coast
it was a hot day
i was sleeping in the tent and baby was guarding outside
we went bak at ard 8
baby went home straight aft dat
bt i couldnt let him go
i miss him too much
haiz.. hw i wish i can spend more tyme wif him
i reali miss him a lot

BABY I LOVE U SO MUCH
I MISS U ALOT ALOT!!!
MUACKZ3!!!!!!!!

2008-11-02T01:41:00.003+08:00

wen sentosa ytd wif my baby.. we had great fun there... its kinda last minute plan.. but somehw the day was great.. suppose to mit hairul bt he was too lazy to come so we met Iwan n Azwin there.. we didnt swim, bt we watch people playing volleyball.. the day turns into nite.. we watch the sunset.. took sum photos.. den we met up wif kecik n botak... it has been long since i last saw them... kecik was disturbing all the time... we packed up n went for our shower.. walk to the monorail beach station.. reached bukit batok at about 11 den we had our late dinner cum early supper at mcdonalds.. aft dat we went straight home.. faz took cab home...

here are some of our photos taken..

2008-10-30T23:58:00.002+08:00

juz came bak from skool
skool was boring today
everyone was so moody
Leon was half dead
Anna was daydreaming
Steven was slopping
and me was half asleep
hahax
our lecturer James
he... haiz.... blah blah blah
he toks too much
the class was almost asleep by the end of his lesson
yet he continue

in the train,
i was half dead
my bag is so heavy
the train is crowded
no seats
arghhh!!!!

now at home chatting
wif my cuzin
talking bout the MR. Z
hmm...
tired and exhausted
cya soon

2008-10-29T00:23:00.001+08:00

he came back aft long 8 years
y now?
y me??
i happily living my great and wonderful life
and he came back
what should i do??
sumone, anyone
help me

2008-10-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

im back
after soooo long
hahahaha

Firstly,
HAPPY 21 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!
LOVE U SO MUCH
MUACKZ!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALFIAN
MAY ALLAH BLESS U

Faz, my baby?? hmm
my baby is serving his NS
im reali proud of him
a good policeman
same squad wif my fwen
desmond gay.. hehex
his surname is reali gay
im nt making fun of him

faz & me?? hmm
we are still together
happily living our life together
miz him alot
nvr had we separated fm each other

what bout me?? hmm
currently im furthering my studies
at SIRS
taking my private cert
diploma in retail management
even though its a part time course
3 days a week
its still boring but...
so far so good
im the only malay in the class

now watching tv
while chatting wif my fwen
update soon
gtg

2008-08-25T22:02:00.002+08:00

had fun ytd
played in the rain
baby n me had a lot of fun

today.....

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE BABY SO MUCH

2008-08-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

sexy, happy, loving

2008-08-15T10:53:00.002+08:00

I’m looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I’m looking for someone who won’t pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I’m looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I’m looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I’ve been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I’m looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who’s HEART'S right
And I’m looking for someone

And I’m looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I’m looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I’ve been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for GRANTED
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I’m there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn’t afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

2008-08-13T14:37:00.000+08:00

will i get back to school??
i reali hope so
wish me luck

2008-07-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

frustrated!!!!!!

2008-07-21T08:35:00.002+08:00

finally, i get to mit u
baby, im sorie..
i didnt mean to hurt u
bt u have to understand my feelings too
i to got hurt
bt i noe its my fault
i dun blame u

went to watch Hellboy II: The Golden Army
hellboy himself is very funny
its a muz watch muvee
rating: 8 out of 10 (coz i almost slept due to my tiredness.. hehex)

2008-07-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

so hard to mit u
i dunno how can i mit u
haiz!!!!

2008-07-13T07:56:00.002+08:00

finally the graduation photos are out..
so check it out!!

the only person i didnt hug on dat day..

the cool guy.. Suresh

lyke always.. my bestie..

the hot one.. NINI!!!

the one i always hug

the sweet one... Mas!!

the three of us

me, hanis & naz

in the auditorium

naz, me & suresh

outside function hall

baby, me & sis

my crying fren

NANA!!!!

all of us

hanis, shas, naz, nini, me, su & iza

all of us again..
finally, the crazi one

SHAS!!!

2008-07-08T17:47:00.002+08:00

yeah!!! finally i went shopping..

aft werk went to fetch faz from werk.. waited for him at vivo.. he came wif botak n kecik.. kecik was ver funny.. he make loads of jokes. hahax... i felt lyke my tummy gonna explode.. den went to have late lunch at habourfront banquet.. i had chicken cutlet, faz had chicken chop.. aft lunch we walked to vivo.. botak and kecik went home.. me and faz went from shop to shop.. den we went to esprit.. there, i bought 2 shirt.. they having offer.. $19.90.. den my leg start to ache badly.. wanted to buy slippers but instead i bought flip flops at bata for $14.95.. den we sat at the sky garden.. watch the cute little kids playing wif water.. den we bought pure chocolate ice blended at Coffee Bean.. den we went to Nike shop.. i bought this hot red polo-t for $49.00 but there was 20% discount on youth day.. so i did get it.. hahax.. i paid $38.90.. aft the whole day shopping, we went to watch a muvee.. we watched HANCOCK!!! hahax.. it was very funny.. hancock was cool.. and he is such an "asshole"... HAHAX!!!!! it a must watch muvee.. rating 8/10.. den we went home aft a long day.. gtg update soon..

2008-07-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

finally my off day..
exhausted from all the werking days
juz came back from nite shift dis morning

went to baby's plc today..
had lunch cum dinner there
went home at about 8
followed baby to have his haircut
quite cute.. hehex

now so tired need some sleep
3 days to my pay day...
cant wait.. wanna go shopping!!!

2008-06-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

tired
been werking for 6 days straight
exhausted

2008-06-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

Happy 17 Months Anniversary Baby!

I love you so much!!!

2008-06-24T21:15:00.002+08:00

these are the pips i miss the most.. so enjoy viewing it.. who noe u are one of them

zai, aip, anwar, taufiq & my baby

the guys who always make my day

farrah faith a.k.a farrah

the one who always talk so loudly.. sorie arh babe its true.. hehex

isa a.k.a angah

the one who always listen to my problems

Mashaslena a.k.a Shas

the crazy one

Shereen a.k.a Nini

the hot mama

Nazirah a..k.a Naz

the quiet one

Hanis Insyirah a.k.a Hanis

the one who do the crazy stuff wif me

finally, the most important person

Farahizza a.k.a adeq

the one i love most

the one who is there for me..

the one i care the most

i love her so much

the best adeq ever

2008-06-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

juz came back from jurong point wif abg yan.. he wanted to buy the HANNAH MONTANA cd.. hahax!! a 25 yrs old brother of mine buying hannah montana cd.. hahax!!! we bought it at Music Junction.. den we walked ard for awhile.. i was window shopping.. waiting for my pay day.. 10 days left..

2008-06-24T13:37:00.002+08:00

these are the photos taken during my day out wif his family.. we took the ride in the Singapore Flyers..

2008-06-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

i noe i have not been updating for sooooo looooooong... HAHAX!!!! i will try to update oritez.. been bz werking and been sick lately.. ytd i went out wif faz aft sooo loong.. today met adeq at west mall.. she n her fren.. we hug and lyke always, adeq cried... i was touched... i control my tears i admit.. hehex.. den i showed them to the toilet.. me and adeq took photos.. hahax!! den we sat down at mac.. adeq and her fren was suppose to study but they ended up not to.. adeq tok to me as we have so much to tok.. at ard 4.45 i send adeq to the mrt stn.. hug her again.. hahax.. den afiq called... we tok about so many stupid old stuff.. hahax... den faz came.. sat down wif him... had dinner together.. played his psp.. den send him to the bus stop.. i miss so much.. i kept saying to him.. " Can u don't go home?? " den we looked at each other and laugh.. i love him so much..

here are the photos taken wif adeq.. will update some more soon.. (wen my comp is ok)

2008-05-16T09:31:00.002+08:00

i have officially graduated...

2 certificate in 3 years...

YEAH!!!

Higher National ITE Certificate in Accounting

National ITE Certificate in Service Skills (Office)

will update the rest of the photos soon...

2008-05-13T22:52:00.001+08:00

excited

loved

2008-04-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

today is my kluang cuzin's bf birthday
hehex.. so..
Happy birthday Adam...

went cashew training with faz, mom
and all the three kids (an, syafiq & fian)
left hse at 3.30
we were running late
so we had to run to the bus stop
took 178 straight to cashew

mama & my cuzins were oredi dere..
we settled down and faz start to change to his training kit
den kak yati came
played with nephew ilman
den kak yati put him to slp

aft cashew went to mama's plc
ate macaroni
den waited for faz's dad to fetch us
while waiting we watch soccer match between
MAN U vs CHELSEA
but aft 15mins of match
faz's dad arrive
den we went home
sent fian back to his hse den mine

packed some food for faz
den he went home

nw so tired
wanna get some sleep!!!
gtg
c ya soon... i promise.. hahax!!!!

2008-04-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!

2008-04-24T15:06:00.002+08:00

hey there everybody!!!

sorie didnt update for sooooo long
i was bz job searching lah

its realy hard to find job..
or mayb i was too fussy!! hahax..
i dunno... mayb...

i dunno wad to say.. hmm..
i guess i juz update dis coz my CUZIN ask me to...
dat KPO gerl.. oppsss wrong!!
the kluang gerl.. hahax!! (only she knows wad i meant)

ya so wad if i go for foot reflexology...
it was great experiences u noe..
even though i cried but it was shiok!!!
LOL!!!!
at least i noe wad sickness im suffering... BLUEKZ!!!

guess dats all..
chiaos!!!

2008-03-30T22:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

MUACKZ!!

Hope you happy with today's birthday celebration

May ALLAH Bless You and ur future life

2008-03-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

today was a bz day

woke up at 9 to watch Manja Lara

den made breakfast for my family

den my mom got ready to go sch to teach

she's a Malay Convertional teacher

hahax.. i always disturb her.. Cikgu Hayati.. LOL!!

me and sis watch CSI:NY

den i got ready to fetch my brother

met faz at the sch gate

den we went to the other blk

which my bro is practising his klaz skit

me n faz bought instant cup noodle to eat

aft awhile they were tired of practising

they played catching.. hahax..

typical kids..LOL!!

at 2 we send syafiq home

but his grandparents wasnt home

so we ask him to follow us home
they played soccer at the street soccer court

and it started to rain

at 4 we send syafiq home

den had an early dinner

got ready to go bowling

went out at 7 to return library books

den went arcade

7.30 met cik su at the playground neear her plc

den walked to the CSC

i've improved my bowling skills

i managed to hit 100+

YEAH!!! Faz lose i won.. hehex

den at 9.45 send faz to the lift

he's going home

at 10 me and my family went home

otw back we bought Spring Chicken

den we ate together

now juz updating my blog..

will go to bed soon enough.. hehex

here are some photos taken dis week.. ENJOYZ!!

my new iron-on rolling stone

me and my mom unfinish Indian Rojak!!

my brother after skool at the coffee shop

us playing pool

2008-03-25T23:07:00.001+08:00

Happy 1 Year 2 Months Anniversary

to US!!!

2008-03-24T20:05:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday

my dear friend, NINI!!

May Allah Bless You & ur future life

2008-03-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

i miss him so much

its just two days and i miss him so much

i reali mish him

2008-03-22T13:09:00.002+08:00

Favourite of the Month

Colour : Purple

Number : 14

Movie : Have not watch one this month

TV Programme : Nigella Express

2008-03-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

my love life is so happening

i love it!!

2008-03-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

im back once again..

been so bz lately..
so many things to tok about..

juz finish my exams last week
and hell yeah i have finish skooling..
YEAH!!! after 3 long and boring years
hahax!!!
now taking a break from everything
but not my relationship with my lovely and wonderful baby
like duh?!

now resting at home
enjoying my life
goin out with my baby
goin shopping, have fun and took loads of picz
spending more tyme at home and with my baby

but kinda miz skool
hahax!!
miss disturbing my fav. teacher
Ms Metta.. ooppss! i mean Ms Tan
miss my friends especially adeq and naz
and there's nini, shas, zai, anwar, a'an, hanis, farrah and loads more

now juz blogging to update dat im still alive
hahax!!
juz resting at home after a long day
my baby is sick, so get well soon aitez b..
playing games
and will sleep soon
so gtg
will update soon

2008-02-26T18:51:00.001+08:00

life is so unfair

why must it happen to me???

2008-02-14T20:31:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day

to all

Baby,

Everything you do for me reassures me that I am appreciated. I want you to know that you mean so much to me. From the first day we met, you were determined to get to know me. At first, I was skeptical about you because of your persistence, but you quickly grew on me. I want you to know that every moment we’ve spent together since that first day holds a special place in my heart. I was afraid at first that if I let you in I’d regret it, but I haven’t regretted a single moment. I trust you, and I know you’ll be there for me no matter what. I trust that you’ll be faithful to me and that you won’t hurt my heart. I love you so much. Thank you.

With Love,

eqa

2008-02-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

Friendship is the bond when the ties between two cannot be worn, where selfishness is out of question, and emotion is an art of devotion

i was sick last few days
wen to clinic on monday
got 2 days MC
stayed at home the whole day

dis morning force myself to wake up
wen jogging wif mom today
den took my medicine
had a good sleep
woke up at 12pm
den took my bath and get ready

went to my bro's soccer match @ Fuhua Pri
match today was against Unity Pri
but they lost again
but today they scored at least 1 goal
so overall score was 11-1

didnt meet faz for 2 days
i miss him alot
i wan to meet him!!!!

to fir:
have a safe flight to brunei today
take care fren
nice chatting wif you ytd nite
we had alot to settle
i tink i found the answer to the question i've been tinking
thanks alot
keep in touch aitez

here are photos taken @ Fuhua Pri

2008-02-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you.

now at marcel's place
juz went swimming
never been updating for so long
bz studying.. hehex
its true ok... hahax

alot have happen last few days
will update the photos soon

wishing all my chinese frens
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
GONG XI FA CAI

BOREDOM MORNING!!

2008-01-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

my very early breakfast

toast and ice tea

ever ending boredom

we are so bored to death

act cute only.. hahax!! dats so random!!

haish!! y she never reply me?? hahax!!

members of the boredom club

OUR ANNIVERSARY

2008-01-26T11:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO US!!

365 days Anniversary!!

2008-01-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

People say true friends must always hold hands, but true friends don't need to hold hands because they know the other hand will always be there

cramping everywhere!!
ARGHHHH!!!!!!

ad napfa test ytd
i tink i did well
hmm duno lah if my result is bad
nw all body aching and cramping
blog again tmr
so tired nw

2008-01-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

A real friend is the one who is willing to walk with you when everyone else walks away

im backz!! hehex
lets start from ytd

went out wif my sis to beach rd.. she wanted to buy shorts for her dragon boat..
we went ard the shops for i tink more than 5 times.. we were blind.. den i spotted the shorts..
lyke im the blind one there yet i spot it first.. hahax... den we had late lunch there
i had chix cutlet and my sis had chix chop

den we went to bugis street.. my sis want to buy a bag which look lyke a crumpler bag
she ended up buying a zinc bag for $28.90.. den we went level 2 to buy ear rings
i spotted one bag which i tink is so vintage.. hahax!! wad else i said to my sis

me: kak,bag nie lawa ehk?
sis: a'ah..
me: but mane satu lagik lawa? (there was 3 choices lah ehk)
sis: its either the brown or white arh..
me: hmm.. mane satu ehk?? (i started to look around, step lah tu.. hehex)
sis: up to u.. both pn lawa (she looked away)
i went straight to her and look at her face
sis: ape??
me: belikn aku lah kak.. bukan slalu kau blanje aku.. bole lah
sis: (stared at me & smile) yelah2!

hahax! YESH!!! i got the bag for $20.. hahax! den we went to bugis junction
went to perlin silver to buy ear ring AGAIN!! this tyme we bought 2 different pair of ear rings
i bought the heart shape, my sis bought the star shape
we walked thru metro (if im not mistaken) my sis was looking for Anna Sui wallet
when suddenly she knocked down a baby girl.. the girl started to cry loudly..
she felt really guilty and i made her felt guilty all nite.. hahax!
den we walked to Raffles Hospital to buy food for family
my bro wanted fish & chips, mom wanted popiah and dad wanted carrot cake

after buying the food we went straight hme.. took train..
in the train again my sis became stupid AGAIN!! hahax!!
beside us there were 3 guys.. i asked my sis to hold the stuff that we bought
know wad she did??? hmm... she let go of the things and of althe thing she let go was the food
the 3 guys all had the same reaction.. they only looked and did nt help.. haish!!
we started laughing so were the 3 guys.. hahax!!
reached home at ard 9.30 went to bed at ard 10.50.. was damn tired lorz

today woke up early to wash my hair
went out at ard 7.25.. met adeq at jurong east.. and guess wad??

THERE IS NO TRAIN SERVICE BETWEEN TANAH MERAH TO PASIR RIS

SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCE

WHAT THE F**K!!! haish!! den me and adeq decided to go woodlands and take bus
that was our only option.. we took 168 and drop off at tamp and took 31 to skool
i tink dat was the longest journey to skool ever since i went to higher nitec.. hahax

countdown:
4 days to my 1 year anniversary
4 days to my audit test
6 days to bowling
8 days to diyan's birthday

2008-01-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

today skool was full of craziness

from hyper active adeq to crazi toilet girl

hahax..

these are some photos took during klaz

i was bored ok!!

ENJOY!!

i gt nothing to do

our landyard

my art piece

sleepy mashas

walking to klaz

adeq blogging

she's high!!!

loving my landyard

auditing klaz

stress nini.. (help me adeq!)

adeq's palm

my happy feet

this is wad i've being learning.. BORED!!!

my werk space

werking hard Naz..

2008-01-16T12:28:00.000+08:00

im back at skool...
so bored yet so fun
my friends are all crazi...

had my audit retake
but fail again
haish!! so sianz!!
gona take another retest next friday
on my anniversary
WTF!!!
dis tyme i'll try my very best

went to skool alone
saw dil wif naz (my cuzin)
but didnt kol them
msg naz but nvr reply
wth!!! hahax!!
i tot i was late
but adeq came later
hehex.. first lesson was lecture
did my accounts

second lesson was auditing
took my bank reconciliation test
help by naz and adeq
i can do it
yes!!!!

nw im having my lunch break
ate at cafe 3
den wen straight to mlc
nw blogging
gt nothing to do
so bored

adeq is soooo high yet so irritating
hahax!!
she irritate everyone ard her
especially me and naz (my gf)..
sorie deq
i have to say dat
coz u're reali irritating
hahax!!

going to klaz soon..
gtg...
cheers!! =D

2008-01-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

A friend is someone who would go find you if you were lost, but a best friend would be right next to you saying, 'Um ... where are we?

didnt update for so long
im back to skool
haiz..
left 9 weeks of skool
and im done

went bowling last friday
played pool
was so bz last week

tmr having my auditing retake
im ready
studied and confident

newbies!!!
hahax..
the class im taking was ok
the malays are fu
they keep on calling me 'kakak'
im nt old yet aitez
hahax
my class gt second for the amazing race
hahax!!

2007-12-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones

tmr is my big day
going have a family outing
sorie fwens cant be wif u

today went bowling
preparation for my tournament
this sunday
i did well today
able to have strike
practice wif jeremiah

had a advance bday present
from yan
guess wad
NEW PHONE!!! hahax
W850i.. great
had a advance bday wish
from adeq
coz she's not goin to be in s'pore

so i juz cant wait for 12 midnite
hahax
im goin to be a year older

went camping
so dats why im didnt blog for so long
met nik & hairul
we had great fun
didnt sleep till 6am
hehex
hairul was so slow
hahax
should hang out again sumtime

2007-12-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

Never shall I forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend as you shall always find me yours

today we played bowling again
i had fun.. i had double..
wanted to strike turkey but can't
faz came along
made new fwen.. Jeremiah
me and faz challenge against each other
hahax.. won him 3 games out of 5
hehex.. den marcel & aunt mag came
they played well for first timers

den went home..
aunt mag went window shopping alone at town
left marcel watching dvd
den aip & wawa came
we chatted outside hse
den ard 3 plus they went to bbdc
me & faz went arcade
we played pool

den went home..
asked faz to go home as he didn't sleep the last nite
he jogged early in the morning
from lakeside to my hse..
poor him!

aft he went home
i ate dinner wif aunt mag & mom
den watch Hairspray
dad came home from werk
aunt mag & marcel went home at ard 9.45

guess wad?
my long lost fwen called me.. NIK!!
i miss him a lot
hahax!! we tok about all our past
he said that his put on weight
i wonder how he look now.. hahax!!

nw juz watching tv wif family
rest & sleep..
need more sleep!!

2007-12-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

The miracle of friendship speaks from one heart to another, listens for unspoken needs, recognizes secret dreams, and understands the silent things

below are photos taken at vivo

today is hari raya haji
woke up late (lyke always) hehex..
took my bathand cook for the family
today's recipe was Cereal Prawn.. Yummy!!

went to grandma's plc at ard 12 noon
my cuzins are all there..
sang my cuzin bro bday song over the fone
hehex.. he had to werk.. poor thang!

waited for danz to come at ard 4 plus
gave him milk and put him to bed
he's so cute and chubby
wanted to pinch him but still a baby

wen home at ard 5 plus
slept in the taxi
so sleepy.. arrive home
& continue sleeping at my mom's room wif lil' bro
den my uncle came to take tv from hse

im having a bad flu
so sick!!

2007-12-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

The best friend you can have is one you can sit on the porch with and not say a word, then get up and feel like that was the best conversation you've ever had

this is a late post so..

wen out to vivo wif sis n lil' bro

had lunch at long john

den went to watch movie

Alvin & the chipmunks

cute movie.. i like theodore

he's so fat & cute (lyke me) hehex..

aft the movie we went SHOPPING!!!

bought new flip flops at haivanas

new tops at giordano &

new bermudas at I.P Zone

same goes for my sis

my sis bought for my lil' bro

new NIKE polo-t &

new jeans..

den we sat down at the sky park

while njoying my White Chocolate Dream Ice Blended

we took photos..

den bought burger king for mom & dad

reached home at bout 10.45pm

will update the photos soon

so exhausted..

need my bed.. hahax!!

miss my baby love alot..

nitez baby!! muackz!!!

countdown:-

today is Hari Raya Haji

today is Abg Al's birthday

5 days to my 11th month anniversary

9 days to my birthday

10 days to bowling tournament

11 days to new year

2007-12-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

A friend is someone who will walk the long way when you don't want to hop the fence

today is boring day

stayed home

watch dvd

so bored..

nw my bro is sitting beside me..

as usual he's so KPO..

hahax..

both of us got nothing to do

played online game

haish!!!

today is the most boring day ever

not mitting faz today

he's happily sleeping on his comfortable bed

hahax.. dreaming of me (i guess)

mom sleeping

dad watching animal planet

sis werking, coming home soon

me & bro bored to death..

2007-12-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth

went bowling in the morning..
the 1st 2 game was bad
den i put effort on my last 2 game
had fun
need to practice more for my upcoming tournament
so so nervous!!
juz 2 weeks ahead..

today my cousin sis's bdae..
hapi bdae Wani..
all grown up..
may Allah bless you..
muackz for u

countdown:-
3 days to Hari Raya Haji
3 days to Abg Al's birthday
8 days to my 11th month anniversary
12 days to my birthday
13 days to bowling tournament
14 days to new year

2007-11-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

i love him so much..

he has been there for me..

MUACKZ3!!!

"Sometimes I miss you so much that

I just want to pick you from my dreams

and hold you so tight!"

2007-11-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

hey...

i'm selling this ripcurl cap for $30 & it's negotiable..

It's light brown, adjustable & very comfortable

it's still new.. not worn yet..

anyone interested? contact me..

2007-11-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

should i or shouldn't i??

my heart tell me yes but others?

wad should i tell them...??

school or werk?

haiz its so hard to decide..

hmmm

HELP!!

2007-10-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

i HATE that i LOVE you

2007-10-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

A love like this

I'm floating away,
like a empty bottle in a tide.
I filled again,
With the tears I've cried.

I sink to the bottom,
like a anchor from a ship.
I'm lifted to the top,
And I'm touched on my lips.

I'm now on board,
the captain of the ship.
You grab my hands,
And touched my finger tips

2007-10-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

Dear Fazli,

You are my everything. Thank you for loving me the way no one can. You understand me and you know just how to make things right. You will never know just how much I love you, but I will spend the rest of my days trying to show you. You saved me from the worst, and you are always there for me. Fighting is never an option and making love is always as sweet as the first time. No matter what, there will never be another for me and I will always keep you safe. I love you... for all eternity. Thank you, dear!

Love Always,
Eqa

2007-10-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

Our 1st Hari Raya Together

2007-08-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 7th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

DEAR!!

I LOVE YOU!

2007-08-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

Trip to IPOH

my aunt's wedding

16 August to 20 August 07

2007-07-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

TO MY FRIEND

ANWAR

2007-07-24T08:17:00.000+08:00

List of important people in my life

TOP 5

1. My Mom

2. My Brother

3. My guy

4. My Dad

5. My sis

Top 10 Friends

1. Mashas

2. Nini

3. Hanis

4. Fadzil

5. Anwar

6. An

7. Zai

8. Farrah

9. Adeq

10. my dance mates

2007-07-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

before & after he have a hair cut

juz cam whoring dats all

me and shas gt nothing to do

shas, me & nini @ Hooters

hanis, shas & kiqa @ cafe 1

me & an going swimming

2007-07-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

pic took recently

the week has been great

sunday 1 july
was meet the parent session wif his parents
i was nervous bt ready to answer question
hahax...
his mom kiss me lah ehk... LOL!!
his parents was nice to me
cool parents!!
hahax!! den we went off
to my "twin" sister's engagement day
hehex..
i was happy for her
i wish her happy life
& get married soon aitez
hahax

at nite..
me, faz & my bro

wanted to watch transformers

bt too many ppl

the line was soooo long

den we ended up playing arcade

hahax!!

monday 2 july
fetch my bro from skool
den we went to watch transformers
hehex!!
the queue was sooo long
bt eventually we queue up
wanted to watch the 6.45 show
bt was too late
we watch the 8.45 show
b4 the show start we went to the library
& went to the arcade
at ard 8.30 we bought nacho & cheese
then we went in

transformers was great
funny.. the guy is hot even though he look nerd
LOL!!!!!
the muvee ends at 11.15
faz took cab home!!

tuesday 3 july
met faz
was bored so we played arcade again!!
hahax!!
faz went home early

thursday 4 july
had to werk
haiz!!!
faz came at ard 12 plus
helped him defer his NS
den watch tv
den tv watch us
hahax!!
for me to noe & for u to find out
LOL!!!
den faz went off at 3 to visit his cuzin @ NUH
i helped ibu cook
den went off to fetch my bro
den waited for faz
bt he was late so i had to do the werk my own
den faz came at ard 8
set up the table and rest at the RC
aft the whole thing ended we packed up
at home we watch thir13en ghost
while eating our dinner
den send faz to the bas stop

2007-06-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

TO WHOM IT MAY CONSENT

I hope the ring you gave to her

Turns her finger green

I hope when you’re in bed with her

you think of me

I would never wish bad things

But I don’t wish you well

Could you tell

By the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter

Cause I knew what you’d say

Give me that Sunday school answer

Try make it all okay

Does it hurt

To know I'll never be there

bet it sucks to see my face everywhere

It was you

Who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know you knew

exactly what you were doing

Don’t say

You simply lost your way

She may believe you

But I never will

Never again

If she really knows the truth

She deserves you

A trophy wife Oh, how cute

Ignorance is bliss

But when your day comes

And he’s through with you

And he’ll be through with you

You’ll die together, but alone

You wrote me in a letter

You couldn’t say it right to my face

Well, give me that Sunday school answer

Repent yourself away

Does it hurt

To know I'll never be there

bet it sucks to see my face everywhere

It was you

Who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know you knew

exactly what you were doing

Don't sayYou simply lost your way

They may believe you

But I never will

Never again

Never again will I hear you

Never again will I miss you

Never again will I fall to you

Never

Never again will I kiss you

Never again will I want to

Never again will I love you

Never!

Does it hurt

To know I'll never be there

Bet it sucks

To see my face everywhere

It was you

Who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know you knew

exactly what you were doing

Don’t say

You simply lost your way

They may believe you

But I never will

I Never Will

I never will

Never again

2007-06-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

TOP OF THE CHART
HILARY DUFF - STRANGER

Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind.
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide.
You treat me like a queen when we go out,
wanna show everyone what our love's about.
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd,
But when no ones around;

There's no kindness in your eyes,
he way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in everyway,
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed.
Your plan is working so you can just walk away,
Baby your secret's safe.

There's no kindness in your eyes,
he way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

Such a long way back, from this place we arrived.
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry..

There's no kindness in your eyes,
he way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell what's going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell what's going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person i once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

2007-06-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

went out wif faz yesterday

spent alot of quality tyme together

had great fun wif him

i reali miz him alot

to my faz darling <3

thanks for yesterday

i reali appreciate it alot

i duno hw can i repay u

i cant ask for more from u

u have given me everything

thanks for the love & care

i love u soooo much abg!!!!

MUACKZ!! MUACKZ!! MUACKZ!!

Add Glitter to Pictures

i miss my gerlfwens

miss nini

miss hanis

miss adeq

miss mashas

miss farrah

2007-06-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

TO US

Add Glitter to Pictures

2007-06-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

2007-06-18T19:37:00.000+08:00

i burn my hand...
arghh!!!!
its painful
now it's ugly!!!

boo hoo hoo!!!! :'(

will update the pic soon

2007-06-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

10 june 2007
Sunday

in the morning
went out wif my family
for breakfast
kakak didnt follw as she nd to send
my grandma to send some stuff
@ tampines
den went to west mall
an wanted to play at e-zone
so we all went...
me and ayah played pool
3 out of 4 games i won
hehex...
den me and ibu race daytona
i lose.. haiz...
den went library
they wanted to borrow some books
and i went home to get redi to go out wif faz
faz came to mit me @ my hse
den went to mit my family west mall
ask ayah for $$$
hehex
den went to ct hall
jln2 @ raffle city
den we walked to esplanade
funny thing happen... hahax
den went to mit hanis at taxi stand esplanade
den eat at mac @marina square
followed hanis shopping
first we went to zara den topshop
and finally dorothy perkins
hanis bought 2 t-shirt & a tube
den walked to queen elizabeth walk
sat there at talk bout loads of stuff
went off at ard 7.45 to ct hall mrt station

11 June 2007
Monday

went skool at 8.30 wif faz
had my breakfast @ LJS
take bas 38 to skool
mit mashas at 11
went for lecture & AA
den took bus 31 home wif faz
str8 to toa payoh
den took train
faz went home str8

12 June 2007
Today

went skool wif farrah
she wanted to see the ite bedok cute guy
but i tink the guy holiday redi
hahax... too bad farrah
farrah phone broke down...
hahax!! serve u rite!!! lol
went in for costing for 1 hr only
hahax!! teacher cnnt tahan us redi
we were making so much noise
dat she catch us out of the klaz... hahax!!
den i went to mit faz @ library
den eat at cafe 1
hanis, nini came late...
den hanis, nini & mashas join me
den we all went rockers
den all went home

faz came to my hse
played soccer wif my bro
den eat & went home...

now im very bored...
very tired..
and very very sleepy

2007-06-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

TOP OF THE CHART:
FERGIE - BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin
lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight
back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

2007-06-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

i still love him

i still care for him

but does he know that?

what should i do?

arghh!!!!

i love faz <3
i miss faz <3

eqa heart faz

faz is my everything!!

2007-05-31T22:01:00.000+08:00

today was fun
went out with my family

went breakfast at mac
den went west mall shopping
me, my dad & my bro went e-zone
played pool wif my dad
won him 2 games
yeah!!!

den my mom & sis came to join us
den my sis played wif my dad
today wasn't a good day for my dad
he lost again..
hahax!!!

aft dat wen shopping again
wen giordano
shop there for ard $200
hehex!!
my sis sponsor...

den met my uncle & auntie
went for lunch at KFC
den wen home wif my sis first
coz she's werking nite shift

den stayed at home
watch Happy Feet
hehex!!!
love mumble!!!!
muackz!!

now juz updating my blog
tmr start skool at 8
boring!!
muz wake mashas up at 7
mayb goin vivo tmr
window shopping...

2007-05-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY EZLINK!!!!!!
ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

wen to skool lyke usual
met mashas at tamp int.
den wen locker to take my stuff
den wen to mit faz at cafe 2

mashas wen to lecture
faz wen to klaz
i waited for hanis at level 2
while waiting,
i did my accounting

she came at ard 11
den continue doing my accounting
den accompanied hanis to go out skool
saw firdaus
he's so hot!!! cair again
hahax!!!

at ard 12 wanted to take bus 2
den found out dat my ezlink was GONE!!!!!!
fed up sia!!!!!
duno hw to go home redi...
called faz and guess wad he said??!!!
he laughed at me...
bloody hell!!!!

went str8 to klaz
did my accounting
aft klaz kol my mom
she asked me to make new one
she'll transfer the $$$

den i said to the rest
dat it's bcoz of firdaus dat i lost my ezlink
hehex!!
actually it got nothing to do wif him lah
hahax!! juz making up stories...

wen to cvc to check if anyone gave back my ezlink
but no one gave back
haiz...
yes!! i admit!!! i cried!!!
eqa is a cry baby!!!!
den wen to mit faz and the rest at cafe 1
they laughed at me
and i started crying again...

mashas wen to mit hanis & adeq at MLC
me and faz went to pasir ris
the rest duno go whr...
haiz!!!
me & faz walked to simei mrt
pit stop at the exercise corner near nini's hse

took ID photo
faz bought for me mrt ticket to pasir ris
borrowed the mamak scissors to cut my photo
den make my new ezlink
paid $19 for new ezlink
waited for 5 mins
den waited for the rest to come
but they paitau!!!
arghhhh!!!
we went off without waiting for anwar

i made my baby horny in the train
hahax!!!
CAUTION!!!!!!!!

wen to jurong point to eat
faz ate laksa which is not nice
i ate carrot cake which is burn
but the lime juice was superb!!

took bus home
i made my baby horny again...
hahax!! LOL

wen west mall to buy cat food
for faz fav cat.. STAR!!!!
den wen home str8
reached home...
faz played soccer wif djohan
wen home at ard 9

nw juz updating my blog
faz juz reached home
nw bathing

i dun want to lose my ezlink again!!!!

2007-05-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

my week start with a great day
i saw firdaus
he's so hot...
cair sey tgk dier....
hehex!!

i tink i gt a crush on him
hahax!!
it's juz a crush...
duh!!!!

bt i still love faz alot
love, love & more love

i love faz <3
i miss faz <3

2007-05-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

today was a shit day!! hahax...
wad i mean?
woke up late
didn't bring my locker key
my shoe is in my locker
having my CA today
wore sandals during my CA
didn't bring my wallet
arghh!!!!!!!!

hate wen shit happens!!!
WTF!!!
i was very hyper active today
as i was in the CAUTION mode...
hahax!! made nini to bring extra shoe for me
and guess wad??
she brought a ballet shoe for me... hahax...!!!!
for the first tyme in skool
i feel very gerly...hahax!!!

these are photos take recently

2007-05-19T09:08:00.000+08:00

Thurday.. 17 May
was the best day of the week
hehex!! yeah!! im so hapi
hahax!! LOL!!

i love him <3
i love him so much <3
love love love
love is in the air
muackz! muackz! muackz!

in skool..
didn't went for aa AGAIN!!
hahax!! wad's new!!
met mashas at lift lobby
went to co-op to buy my crackers
den went to locker to take me notes
and to change my shoe ( came to skool wif sandals )
met fifi at our locker
den walked together to lecture theatre

having costing lecture
mashas only sat for 5 mins
and she started to get bored and sleepy
so she started to irritate me
ARGHHHH!!!! Frustrating sia!!
i was concentrating on my assignment
and there she was irritating me...
hehex!! i did ask her to kept quiet
but 2 mins later she started talking again...
den it was aa lecture
i didn't want to listen at first
i was sleppy.. wanted to get some sleep
but i ended up listening and doing my assignment
unlike mashas.. irritate me..

aft lecture was costing tutorial
had my test
finally i can do it
it's easy as chicken MCnugget
yum yum!! hahax!!
Monday will be my CA paper
im fully prepared..
YEAH!!!!!

Friday.. 18 May
didn't went for aa klaz AGAIN!!
met mashas & hanis @ simei
like usual both are late
came in skool at 10 plus
went for costing
ms tan was irritated by me & mashas
cos we loved to irritated her
did my test
YES!! i can do it..
while doing my test
'rif' called
talk to him... i was hyper active
and so were my fwens...
but the most hyper active was farrah...
she cant stop talking
mashas went off first as she nd to go werk

met nini at locker... i miss her alot!!
den we sat down at the locker
and talk abt many things
den adeq & farrah went home
me, hanis & nini went simei to mit faz
faz was having a fever
but we sat down at starbucks
nini was having a problem
so we sat there to listen wad she have to say
i reali pity her
haiz!!!

den i went home wif faz
i made him turn into his CAUTION mode
hahax!! serve him rite
at home i gave him medicine
and he was fine aft dat
den we went to fetch djohan
aft fetching an, i went to the hair saloon
getting my hair cut and rebonded
yeah!! my sis sponsor!!
hahax.. faz went to send an home
and came back to accompany me
we waited for so long
faz started to get restless
and i ask him to go home
but he refused..
he went home ard 10 pluz
haiz!! aft he went home
my sis came to accompany me
i finish at ard 11.45
YEAH!!!
my hair is rebonded!!!
hahax..

today.. i don't tink im goin anywhr
ayah went oversea for business trip
so i guess i'll be staying at home and rot
hahax!!

2007-05-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

the week has been sucks!!

my knee is killing me...
test, test and more test
cough, headaches & fever

arghhhh!!!!

wen to skool on monday..
faz was late..
damn late lorz... hehex
met him at simei
hanis was late too..
what's new!!!
didn't went for etp
& AA lecture
only went for costing lecture
den went to eat wif farrah, hanis & mashas
den met faz.. went to fetch an

didn't went to skool yesterday
tired.. haiz...
brain cramp!!
hahax..
waited for hanis for sooooo looooong again!!!
hahax...
while waiting for hanis,
met my old buddy, naeem
i miss him a lot.. hehex..
den talk to "rif" while waiting for hanis
alot of things to talk about.. hehex
den hanis came aft she was stuck in the jam
went to eat @ KFC at east pt.
den went to meet faz
at an's plc.. bt my headache was killing me
den went home
watch muvee.. den do project
hmmm....
djohan nvr go skool
den get ready to go to mak mok's plc
pak mok's 7 daes kenduri
damn tired lorz
at mak mok's plc i only tok to my 3 cuzins
went home at ard 10 plus
slept at ard 12

today went to skool wif faz & hanis
went for costing
did my test
100%... yeah!!!!
didn't went for etp again
went for AA
did my test
???%... hahax!!
haven't mark yet...
today dun have SW
so me, hanis & mashas went to lepak
at an's plc..
an cut his hair... OMG!!!!
spider web!!! WTF!!!!
den went home..
while walking toward bedok mrt
my knee hurt again!!
ouchhhh!!!!

help needed!!!

2007-05-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

i feel lyke im losing him
i feel lyke his far away from me

help!!!
wad should i do??
need help!!!
arghh!!

2007-05-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

my uncle juz passed away
on tuesday

cant express my feeling now
so down!!!

boo hoo hoo!!!

2007-05-06T08:49:00.000+08:00

it's sunday
yawn!!!!
sleepy but have to wake up
haiz...
goin out later.. having breakfast
wif family
kakak werking morning shift
aiz.. so sianz!!!!!

2007-05-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

This the photo taken at the bus stop near my hse
of a druken men
lying down at the bus stop
talking to himself
hahax... scary but funny!! hahax!!

today at skool was great!!
came to skool late...
reached skool at 8.30
accounting start klaz at 8
hehex!! late as always
den had my costing klaz at 10
but came in late
bcoz of some urgent matters
hahax!! i mean funny matters
joke of the day!!
someone's pants torn...!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAX!!!!!!!
den me, mashas, nini, adeq, farrah & hanis
we become the 'MINAH LORONG'
hahax!! we sangs loudly at the locker
sat there for 15 mins waiting for nini
me, mashas & nini dance our signature move
laugh loudly like we always do..
scare the freshies!!
hahax!!
den went to mit shai..
shai didn't want to go for his last klaz
but eventually he did..
met micky & isa outside cafe 1
talked to micky bout some stuff
den adeq & farrah went home
the rest of us went to eat
isa sat wif us..
all of us decided to play pool in skool
left me, mashas, hanis, nini & isa
den isa left & shai came to join us
waited for shai for his S.C interview at 2.30
fadzil came to join us
aft shai left all of us went to nini's hse
den nini & fadzil went to East Pt.
me, mashas & hanis went tamp
hanis went home.. me & mashas went to tamp gym
to mit faz & the others..
it was a hot day!! really hot
waited for faz for 1 hour
while waiting me & mashas had a lot to talk about
bout sex maniac, perverts, crazy ppl & guys
hahahahax!!!!
den met faz again.. went home
walked wif mashas to tamp int.
took the train..
went to eat KFC wif faz
& went home coz faz was really tired
nw blog lyke crazy.. hahax!!
i guess dats all

this is the pic taken
while waiting for hanis, nini & fadzil
to come out of the toilet!!
me, shai & mashas

2007-05-02T11:31:00.000+08:00

sumone said that my closet lesbian
is CONSERVATIVE...
hahax!!

the day my lesbian is conservative,
is the day very singaporean win lottery
hahax!!!

nw in etp klaz..
so bored.. nothing to do..
haiz..!!!
the klaz ends at 12...
later having my accounting klaz
gt test
im prepared.. yeah!!!

2007-04-26T20:00:00.000+08:00

hey2.. back from recovery
hahax.. doin much better nw
gt my voice back

the week past so fast..
nw is thursday
alot had happen dis week
hehex

it was raining dis whole week
haiz.. wet, wet & WET!!!

monday..
23 Apr 07
went out wif hanis, nini & faz
to jurong to mit fadzil (nini's bobei)
haiz.. was raining heavily
den sent fadzil to his soccer training @ u.t
den nini n hanis went to paya lebar to mit ezan (nini's bestie)
me n faz went home

tuesday..
24 Apr 07
lepak wif zai, an & faz @ sunplaza park
they were full of nonsense
hahax.. but fun!!
den mit nini & hanis @ eunos
zai didn't follow.. bluek!!
lepak at the coffeeshop.. hilang glam
hahax...
nini & an having their prac @ CDC
me & faz went home.. hanis followed them

wednesday..
25 Apr 07
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY EQA & FAZ
hehex..
went lepak wif an, zai, ifah, faz & anwar @ chai chee
played card game wif them
great!! enjoy myself
hahax!! not bad afterall
den went home at ard 5.30
tired..

today..
26 Apr 07
didn't went for accounting klaz..
i was late due to the heavy rain..
went for lecture..
after skool went bedok wif an, damar, zai, faz & nawir
an wanted to buy new hp..
den me & faz wen to bugis village
i bought my new ear studs
undergarment from topshop
bought new watch for me & faz
hehex.. total coolness

now, very tired..
charging my mp3
juz finish watching DVD, Nanny McPhee

here is the foto taken on monday
caught on camera
hahax!! hanis sleeping

2007-04-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

im sick
so sick

lost my voice
fever
flu
cough
and many more

i cant talk now
totally lost my voice
arghh!!

2007-04-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

TOP OF THE CHART:
Paula Deanda - Walk Away

[intro]
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me

[verse 1]
i saw you with your new girl just yesterday
and i feel that i must confess
even though it kills me to have to say
i'll admit that i was impressed
is it calling just showed up affection
gotta commend you on your selection
though i know i shouldnt be concerned
in the back of my mind i cant help but question

does she rub your feet (when you've had a long day)
scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids)
does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like i do)

[chorus]
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away (i cant forget it how we use to be)

[verse 2]
i guess i gotta live my life from day to day
hoping maybe you'll come back
and though i tell myself not to be afraid
to move on but it seems i cant
no other man has given me attention
it aint the same as your affection
though i know i should be content
in the back of my mind i cant help but question

does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)
show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)
does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)
baby i love you (like you used too)

[chorus]
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away
(i cant forget it how we use to be)

[bridge]
so hard to express this feeling
cause nobody compares to you (to you)
and you know she'll never love you like i do

[chorus 2x]
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away

[outro]
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me

2007-04-17T19:55:00.000+08:00

TIRED!!
SO TIRED!!!

2nd day of skool
so tiring... arghhh!!

16 April 2007
April Intake
1st day was great
help AHS pips..
took charge of class B of BCT
they were great.. hahax
we played the who,what, huh game
fadli was crazy
me & nana had laugh of our life
den we help class C of Nursing
at first they were very quiet
but they got hype up
hahax.. great..

in the afternoon
had my own class to take care..
i was partnered with Terris
the hot Junior leader
everyone was angry wif me coz i gt the hot guy
hahax.. bluek!! too bad gals.. hahax
took the class QG of Accounting
they were half dead..
not cooperative at all..
arghh!! cnnt tahan them redi!!

at ard 2pm
me & terris were station master
we went to our station which is the rock wall
so bored.. we didn't noe wad to do..
me & terris get to noe each other more
he's a great guy
den one by one classes came
it was hot but wind was blowing so strong
but it was great but tiring

today..
2nd day was sucks to the max!!!
hate my class
QG!! hate them
i dun wan to even see them again
argghhh!!
had our amazing race..
my class was giving me hard tyme
me & terris had given up on them
i was crying so badly
arrggghhhh!!!!
i cried becoz i was mad at them
wanted to shout at them but cant
so i juz keep it to myself

had lunch wif nana, adeq & shai
miz shai so much
nana's walking teddy bear
hahax!!

after the whole thingy ended
walked wif adeq to simei
mit faz <3 at mrt stn
went home together

went for dinner at KFC
went to buy our couple ring
den went home

so tired..
tmr skool start at 8
have to wake up early tmr
so tired!! tired!!!!!

2007-04-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

not feeling well nw
had asthma for 2 daes redi
my chest hurts a lot
my back pain..
arghh!! PAINFUL

isa is now my angah..
n im his kak ngah
hahax.. so old fashion!!

the most stupid thing happen to Angah
the lost his fone but guess whr he lost it?
at home!! hahax.. so stupid of him
he put the fone on silent
he desperately need the fone of the gerl's no.
nonsense arh angah

hanis wanted to meet me
but i couldnt make it
im sorie babe
someday we go out again oritez

want to meet faz <3
but couldnt make it also
coz im sick.. im realli sick..
sorie sayang..
dun wori bout me kz..
i'll be ok..

Djohan didnt go skool today
coz ibu lazy to send him to skool
and so am i..
hahax.. weird family
kakak werking morning shift today
finish at 8.. nw otw hm i tink
hahax..

kakak is now an offical POLICE WOMAN
hahax.. SGT AISHAH!!
hahax..

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.
i love faz <3
i love him. i love him.

2007-04-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

my fwen leaving s'pore tmr
i guess i juz have to wait for 3 months
till i cn chat wif him again..
hmmm..

tmr got BL meeting
lazy to go.. haiz..
meeting andrew, val, adeq & faz tmr
meeting val at bb stn at 7.30 tmr
den mit the rest at Jrg East stn

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.

2007-04-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

went swimming today
yeah!! hahax..
went there ard noon
it was damn hot lorz...
but my brother force me..
n nw im dark
arghhh!!!

very tired & sleepy
waiting for faz to msg me..

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.

2007-04-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

my new fwen leaving s'pore for brunei soon
aww.. actually he's my old neighbour
but only we duno each other last tyme
we dun even noe each other existed
hahax!!

nw he's leaving s'pore for 3 months
be back in july
haiz...