30 August 2006
"i hate u.. i juz dun lyke u.. get away from my life.. jus leave me alone.. u juz dun understand my feeling.. u make me suffer all this while.. hate u..."
those word are for me.. i juz hate myself.. i will cry without any reason.. i dun why.. my body systoms are juz lyke dat.. maybe im juz too emotional or maybe im not use to dis environment.. it really kills me inside...
sorie if i hurt anyone feeling.. i dun mean it... im juz too moody.. im juz to stress to manage my own self.. wad should i do.. sumtymes i juas feel lyke killing myself... but i tink its so stupid to do so... but wad can i really do.. im not sure... haiz..
im taking it too hard for myself.. im abused inside.. but by who?? im not sure.. sorie if i dun atalk to anione.. im juz being me...
adeq.. im sorie if i do anything wrong to u lately.. im juz trying to cope my own life... thanx soo much for being there for me all this while... lup u always... muackz!!
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29 August 2006
long tyme never blog.. haiz... nw at my uncle's place at bp.. my body all aching.. so painful.. haiz.. didnt go to skool today.. juz nt feeling well... hmmm
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23 August 2006
hmm... another hot guy.. but he's not where to be found.. where are u? why nvr reply my msgs.. haiz... didnt i do aniting wrong... pls at least tell me... dun do dis to me...
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21 August 2006
emotionally abused
im jus a emotional girl
dreaming the emo side of me
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hey pips.. been a great day huh... hmm... well.. i nt feeling well rite nw.. having headaches since yesterday... sickening... haiz...
im kinda mish him arh.. haiz.. when am i going meet him again.. hmm.. im wondering...
to my NDP pips... when are u guys free.. mish u all oredi lah.. hehex.. we should go out some day.. have lunch together.. watch movie.. hahax.. hope so lah... well keep in touch oritez..
Days has been so dark for me.. i duno why but i jus feel lyke dying... haiz..
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16 August 2006
have been not a great day.. im feeling so down.. my sis is away for training for 6 months.. gonna mish her a lot.. even though we both always quarrel, i do still love her.. hmm.. mish her oredi.. hehex...
well so many things have happen lately... i realli duno how to express myself.. im so emotionally abused rite nw... cant reali tink.. haiz...
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14 August 2006
hahax.. long tyme seen i blog in.. hehex.. well so many things happen dis dayz.. hahax.. during the ndp show.. met with dis nyp guy.. so cute n hot.. kinda have a crush on him.. hahax.. was with him thru out the ndp show.. hehex.. he's cute lah.. have dis macho looks... hahax..
den we kinda contact each other arh... get to know him even further... haiz... so cute lah.. hahahaha... i ask him few question.. hahax.. lyke P.I.. hehex..
den i actually told him dat i've got a crush on him.. he was shock... hahax.. i can't reali describe lah.. hahax.. gtg.. blog in later
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08 August 2006
hi everybody... nw at my uncle's place.. juz finish tuition... today teach maths.... later going to my aunt's place at bukit panjang...
im on MC for 2 days.. got rashes on my legs... very itchy... keep stratching my leg... went to the polyclinic yesterday... haiz... sickening sia.. tmr got NDP... lazy want to go but have to go... haiz...
boring sia nvr go skool...got nothing to do at home... juz slacking around....
ok lag gtg.. see ya again...
from ur one and only
eQa
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04 August 2006
nw at my aunt's place at Bukit Panjang.. juz surfing the net.. got nothing to do lah... juz researching more on my Joakim Gomez.. hahax... my second boifren.. im my dreams lah.. hahax...
Today start at 10am... met adeq at Jurong East.. i was early.. hehex.. the whole week i was late but this morning i was early... earlier than adeq.. hahax.. i win... so many things to talk about like mak cik kpo.. hehex... reached skool at ard 9.50... first lesson was accounting... Ms Ng was late.. wait for 3 mins.. hehex... den she ask us to decide on which elective we want.. i still can't make up my mind... I either choose Banking & Finance or Human Resource.. i told Ms Ng dat i will decide by the end opf the lesson.. i & adeq tinking... coz we dun wan to be the same klaz as the white chicks.. but to bad lah, adeq is suppose to be with them... haiz.. im all alone.. i have chosen Human Resource... hmmm... got many homewerk to do... werksheets and tutorials... haiz...
in the afternoon got Excel paper.. so difficult.. can't finish all the question... sickening sia the teacher (da lah gemuk, pantat besar.. hehex..) everibodi can't finish the paper... Mei Qin so IRRITATING!!! kept asking me question... stupid!!!
after skool went to meet my boifren at Jurong MRT station... try to talk things out but seem dat we have a conversation breakdown.. both was in silent... haiz.. den he went to werk.. went to meet his fwens... haiz... I MISS MY BOIFREN!!!!
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02 August 2006
yawn!!! so tired... haiz.. now in ofa klaz.. so sianz.... later got no accounting klaz again... 3 hours got nothing to do... so slacking around... cn wash eyes... see all the cute2 guys.. hahax.. confirm later 2 o'clock klaz no one cum.. lyke yesterday... 12 ppl onli cum for peter quah's klaz... haiz... so bored... teacher toking but no one listening... hehex.. she toking alone.. hahax...
i miss my gameboy... hahax... i miss my nursing guy... i miss my sports management guy... hehex.. but i miss my boifren the most... hehex... the guys are all very cute... can't resist lah..
oh ya... my sis juz got to know her favourite guy's name... shahrul izzit? hahax.. cute lah u... he also cute lyke paul twohill but my joakim better.. hahahaha!!!!! oh yes deq, jgn lupe tgk SI nari... muz watch tau.. hehex. lau bole record skali...
the white chicks not here... so happy.. my ears escape from hot & spicy stories... so relieve... hmmm.. i wonder what they are doing... hahax... actually i can't be bothered lah eh... they have thier own world.. so white chicks... ENJOYS!!!!
i guess dat all... btw, adeq sorie i lbt tadi... angun lambat ler... hehex...
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01 August 2006
hahax... im actually writing a blog now.. hahax... i can't really believe im typing all dis.. hehex.. anw, thanks adeq for showing me how to do... hehex...
akak kn jakon.. mane lah paham nie sumer.. well, deq, thanks so much for being there for me all this while.. i really appreciate it a lot... lup u so much.. hehex...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!! I HAVE MY OWN BLOG... HEHEX!!!
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