name: [*eqa*]
age: [*young 20*]
birth suit: [*291288*]
star: [*capricorn*]
management: [*SIRS*]
status: [*engaged*]
condition: [*sad*]

[taking my private diploma]
[his baby d]
[very shy]
[very talkative]
[very emotional]
[an arcade freak]
[cries alot]

hey2.. back from recovery
hahax.. doin much better nw
gt my voice back


the week past so fast..
nw is thursday
alot had happen dis week
hehex


it was raining dis whole week
haiz.. wet, wet & WET!!!

monday..
23 Apr 07
went out wif hanis, nini & faz
to jurong to mit fadzil (nini's bobei)
haiz.. was raining heavily
den sent fadzil to his soccer training @ u.t
den nini n hanis went to paya lebar to mit ezan (nini's bestie)
me n faz went home


tuesday..
24 Apr 07
lepak wif zai, an & faz @ sunplaza park
they were full of nonsense
hahax.. but fun!!
den mit nini & hanis @ eunos
zai didn't follow.. bluek!!
lepak at the coffeeshop.. hilang glam
hahax...
nini & an having their prac @ CDC
me & faz went home.. hanis followed them


wednesday..
25 Apr 07
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY EQA & FAZ
hehex..
went lepak wif an, zai, ifah, faz & anwar @ chai chee
played card game wif them
great!! enjoy myself
hahax!! not bad afterall
den went home at ard 5.30
tired..


today..
26 Apr 07
didn't went for accounting klaz..
i was late due to the heavy rain..
went for lecture..
after skool went bedok wif an, damar, zai, faz & nawir
an wanted to buy new hp..
den me & faz wen to bugis village
i bought my new ear studs
undergarment from topshop
bought new watch for me & faz
hehex.. total coolness


now, very tired..
charging my mp3
juz finish watching DVD, Nanny McPhee


here is the foto taken on monday
caught on camera
hahax!! hanis sleeping






im sick
so sick

lost my voice
fever
flu
cough
and many more

i cant talk now
totally lost my voice
arghh!!


TOP OF THE CHART:
Paula Deanda - Walk Away

[intro]
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me

[verse 1]
i saw you with your new girl just yesterday
and i feel that i must confess
even though it kills me to have to say
i'll admit that i was impressed
is it calling just showed up affection
gotta commend you on your selection
though i know i shouldnt be concerned
in the back of my mind i cant help but question

does she rub your feet (when you've had a long day)
scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids)
does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like i do)

[chorus]
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away (i cant forget it how we use to be)

[verse 2]
i guess i gotta live my life from day to day
hoping maybe you'll come back
and though i tell myself not to be afraid
to move on but it seems i cant
no other man has given me attention
it aint the same as your affection
though i know i should be content
in the back of my mind i cant help but question

does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)
show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)
does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)
baby i love you (like you used too)

[chorus]
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away
(i cant forget it how we use to be)

[bridge]
so hard to express this feeling
cause nobody compares to you (to you)
and you know she'll never love you like i do

[chorus 2x]
i cant explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
walk away

[outro]
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me


TIRED!!
SO TIRED!!!

2nd day of skool
so tiring... arghhh!!

16 April 2007
April Intake
1st day was great
help AHS pips..
took charge of class B of BCT
they were great.. hahax
we played the who,what, huh game
fadli was crazy
me & nana had laugh of our life
den we help class C of Nursing
at first they were very quiet
but they got hype up
hahax.. great..

in the afternoon
had my own class to take care..
i was partnered with Terris
the hot Junior leader
everyone was angry wif me coz i gt the hot guy
hahax.. bluek!! too bad gals.. hahax
took the class QG of Accounting
they were half dead..
not cooperative at all..
arghh!! cnnt tahan them redi!!

at ard 2pm
me & terris were station master
we went to our station which is the rock wall
so bored.. we didn't noe wad to do..
me & terris get to noe each other more
he's a great guy
den one by one classes came
it was hot but wind was blowing so strong
but it was great but tiring

today..
2nd day was sucks to the max!!!
hate my class
QG!! hate them
i dun wan to even see them again
argghhh!!
had our amazing race..
my class was giving me hard tyme
me & terris had given up on them
i was crying so badly
arrggghhhh!!!!
i cried becoz i was mad at them
wanted to shout at them but cant
so i juz keep it to myself

had lunch wif nana, adeq & shai
miz shai so much
nana's walking teddy bear
hahax!!

after the whole thingy ended
walked wif adeq to simei
mit faz <3 at mrt stn
went home together

went for dinner at KFC
went to buy our couple ring
den went home

so tired..
tmr skool start at 8
have to wake up early tmr
so tired!! tired!!!!!


not feeling well nw
had asthma for 2 daes redi
my chest hurts a lot
my back pain..
arghh!! PAINFUL

isa is now my angah..
n im his kak ngah
hahax.. so old fashion!!

the most stupid thing happen to Angah
the lost his fone but guess whr he lost it?
at home!! hahax.. so stupid of him
he put the fone on silent
he desperately need the fone of the gerl's no.
nonsense arh angah

hanis wanted to meet me
but i couldnt make it
im sorie babe
someday we go out again oritez

want to meet faz <3
but couldnt make it also
coz im sick.. im realli sick..
sorie sayang..
dun wori bout me kz..
i'll be ok..

Djohan didnt go skool today
coz ibu lazy to send him to skool
and so am i..
hahax.. weird family
kakak werking morning shift today
finish at 8.. nw otw hm i tink
hahax..

kakak is now an offical POLICE WOMAN
hahax.. SGT AISHAH!!
hahax..

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.
i love faz <3
i love him. i love him.


my fwen leaving s'pore tmr
i guess i juz have to wait for 3 months
till i cn chat wif him again..
hmmm..

tmr got BL meeting
lazy to go.. haiz..
meeting andrew, val, adeq & faz tmr
meeting val at bb stn at 7.30 tmr
den mit the rest at Jrg East stn

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.


went swimming today
yeah!! hahax..
went there ard noon
it was damn hot lorz...
but my brother force me..
n nw im dark
arghhh!!!

very tired & sleepy
waiting for faz to msg me..

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.


my new fwen leaving s'pore for brunei soon
aww.. actually he's my old neighbour
but only we duno each other last tyme
we dun even noe each other existed
hahax!!

nw he's leaving s'pore for 3 months
be back in july
haiz...


today's weather report:
heavy rain with thunder

hahax.. wanted to go swimming
but was cancel bcoz of the rain
haiz.. so stayed at home
bored as always

finally my mp3 & radio works
can die without dat two tings
life without music
so bored

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.


didn't sleep last nite
he msg me at 7.30 in the morning
i was wide awake
he ask me to go to sleep
eventually i did
i need some rest aft all the tinking i had the whole nite
i was tinking too much about us
haiz..

i shd nt have doubts
he trust me
why can't i?
haiz..

i love faz <3
i love him. i love him.
i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him.


Juz some photos i edited
love black & white
so unique
so enjoys!!

















finally i got the song Mencapai Impian by Danielle
got it from my fwen, Pharrell..
thanks fwen..

im so in love now
i noe this may sound weird
but im talking to myself now
im so in love wif faz <3
i love him so much

sayang!!
i love you!!


kcuf... she's been talking bout me
wads wrong being an emo? den EGO!!
wadever.. arghh!!
shit ass her
get over it gerl.. he's mine
shit her.. wad the hell wrong wif her?
juz consider urself unlucky

she said:
oh my god!.I SAW HIM & THE GIRL.
i wanted to die okay.
Damn sad lah.
I didnt know he could replace me so fast.
Walked behind his sits. Got a closer look at the girl.
Eleh. Emo sia. Then i wasnt sad anymore.
Cause i know i'm better. hahaha. EGO. haha


im so emo
being so emo
emo is my feeling dis week
feeling down
i duno y
weird but true

read her blog..
my feeling was all over the place
i felt lyke crying
she's the shit ass nt him
go to hell

i miss faz <3
i miss him. i miss him
i love faz <3
i love him. i love him